the ugly truth :)

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" Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak,

sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. "

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an hour ago, i typed this very long and bitter post. but somehow, i didnt feel like posting it so i deleted the whole damn thing. sigh. aint in the mood to bang anyone.

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and now, i cannot freaking sleep. it's crazy how i've been going on for days with sleepless nights.

my eyebags can get into the book of world records. no joke.

anyway, two weeks of holz and life seems so perfect suddenly.

oh no, it aint because of some shit-ass stuff bugging me. i'm waiting to clear it dude!

i'll be turning sexy eighteen very soon, it's a whole new world baby!

if i dont make things better, i have to get over everything.

YOU CAN DO THIS ELENA. you have to.

that's all for now.

good night.

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