Get busy, baybehh!

the last i checked, this is the confirmed list of my happenings in JULY 2009.

june :

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25th - Tina surprises dadima from UK.

28th - Miss Charmaine's class party

29th - CAL orientation (student council)

.........- Ladies day out :)

30th - Back to college (sigh)

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JULY :

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2nd - AKON's beach concert

3rd - spa with tina and savira

.......- clubbing at mumbai se!

4th - Taylor's open day (another SIGH)

6th - IB orientation (student council)

10th-12th - temple youth camp (im still not sure, but i doubt i'll be going)

11th - Suba's wedding (mum's side)

........- aunt kamal (dad's sis), uncle sushil, sanjay, sanj's friend arrive from UK

14th - dadima's 73rd bday

15th - aunt theresa (mum's sis), uncle pete, gerrard and frank arrive from aussieland!

16th - Harry Potter! (savira, plz book ASAP)

17th - Sanjay's 18th bday

17th-18th - dadima's overnight function.

18th - flight to singapore for uncle pete's bday!

19th - back home sweet home!

.........- Taylor's 'Jog for Hope'

21st - Frank's bday.

........-Merchants of Bollywood concert with tuition gang

23rd-26th - St Anne's feast in Penang (mum's side)

27th - Clinique makeup workshop

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this doesn't include our family getaways both mum's and dad's side. all the parties and functions.

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note that there is no way i can go for the MU match in malaysia(18th) and liverpool match in singapore (26th) although i have free tickets. SIGH.

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and the next month will fly that i will hardly notice time. and that aint good because I DON'T WANT EVERYTHING TO END SO FAST! :(

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UPDATES.

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-I DO NOT WANT TO GO BACK TO COLLEGE. H1N1, help? and no, NOT ME. (jk)

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-savira, our photoshoot?!?

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-my advice : never attempt to drive when you're in pain. SERIOUSLY. esp stomach ache. SIGH!

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and lastly, R.I.P Michael Jackson and Farah Fawcett.

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xoxo

Smileee.

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We had this sort of family meeting in granny's on sunday.

had loads to plan for her overnight function next month. and i cant wait!

since i was gonna stay over, i drove myself.

and i went like two hours after dad which means i found the way myself. :D

everyone went back at like 12.30am.

my uncle took my car to work since it was blocking his.

and suddenly savira, dadi and me decided to go for supper.

i swear i dont know what we did to my uncle's car.

we missed one stupid turning, took the extra long way

while u-turning, the gear button came out.

IT FREAKING CAME OUT!

and we couldn't put the damn thing into reverse mode or any shyt!

savira, your fault!

she was panicking while i was laughing my lungs out. sorry

went and reached home in one piece.

got all the lecture from dadi at home only.

and then i realised i left my bag in my own car.

had to wait for my uncle to get back to take my contact lenses out.

i was literally going blind.
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the next day, savira bugged the hell out of me to go out with our tuition gang.

it was mr.raj's birthday so we decided to meet him as well.

went to bangsar village, took one year finding for the valet parking.

went for lunch, and then to midvalley in saveen's car.

OMG saveen your driving sucks btw!
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when we parked the car, we made sure we noted every single detail of that place so we wouldnt have to spend hours finding for the stupid car again.

dini even took a pic of the car. LOL

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i dont know why everyone didnt want to go bowling. maybe they just suck at it.

met bhinesh and went to the game arcade.

i played the shooting game. quite fun. teeehee.
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after that we tried the stupid gambling game.

we knew winning the hp and all was a lie. god knows why we tried it.

IT IS SUCH AN ADDICTION I SWEAR.

we spent like 30 bucks on that dumb machine.

and we were screaming and laughing so loud everyone kept staring at us.

obviously, we didn't win anything. but it was fun!
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then we rushed to mr raj's place to surprise him. none of us were even sure whether it was his birthday or not. PFFFFT savira.

reached his house, nobody wanted to ring the doorbell. LOL

his wife sort of lied to him so that we could surprise him. how sweet of her.

you can never expect that.

i'm sure mr raj and the rest were happy to see us.

was supposed to meet ritesh ji after that.but it was getting late and i needed to go to the gym.

sorry ritesh, i still love you!

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then i dropped the clowns to the lrt station. met my ex class teacher on the way.

got back home. went gyming with savira.

i was so tired i had no mood to do anything in the gym. hence the pics.

i almost fainted doing the treadmill. sickening.

ate in A&W, came back home and dropped dead.
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LATEST NEWS.

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my sis's school, assunta 2, is under the dangerous category of the H1N1 disease. she's being so paranoid because she knows the girl who got it. UGH!

and this area is also affected. damn.

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i'm waiting for my coll to announce extra holz too. LOL

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i'm the first to see all the letters in my house every morning. waiting for you, TAYLOR's. bloody results.

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the convo i had with my dad yest.

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me : dad, what if diana has H1N1?

dad : (gives me the you're-very-stupid look)

me : what if i get? im feeling feverish, having flu, headache.

dad : okay, lets go get a jab. you stop going out. no shopping. no malls. stay at home.

me : okay, i think i feel much better now. it might just be normal flu.
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HAHA things can be so hillarious at times. i love you, dad.

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i have the latest season of GOSSIP GIRL! yeayyy. thanks yoshi.

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and i have muscles. :D :D

My daddy, my hero!

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the greatest gift i've ever had,

came from God, i call him DAD!

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then..

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now..

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HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!
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if you're reading this, thank you for everything and i love you so much dad!

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lotsa lotsa love from the both of us

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some very very old pics i found
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dad and mum

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yes , i was very cute. :D :D

Up is where we go from here!

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" If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it. "

Life!

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my chinese horoscope for year 2009.
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This will be a difficult year for you. Although you will have a small helpful star shining upon you, it will be inadequate to stave off all the challenges that you might meet along the way. However, it will still be better than nothing. It will be important for you to count your blessings this year and appreciate what you have. There will be many problems that will happen this year that will seem to challenge your patience and might seem like they are out to get you. You will tend to be short tempered and impulsive which will be at odds with your nature. For you to better survive this year, you should try to remain calm and remind yourself not to be impulsive and not to over react to situations in a hasty manner or out of desperation. Your health will be unstable due to the stress and anger you might have accumulated throughout the course of the year. Your wealth will also be below average due to your own high expenses and impulsive spending patterns. Furthermore, you might also be cheated. Your intuition might not be your best guide this year. Thus, you should try to be easy on yourself and others and learn the lessons of life and not to make things worse. Keep a low profile and focus on finding peace within yourself.
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i'm amazed at how true the horoscopes can be. after reading that, i received an email.

it was like as though it was all planned. freakkyyy!

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NOTE FROM REGINA BRETT, 90 YEARS, OHIO.

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"to celebrate getting older, i wrote the lessons life taught me"

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1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.

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2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.

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3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

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4. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

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5. It's okay to get angry with God. He can take it.

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6. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up your present.

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7. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is about.

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8. Everything can change in a blink of an eye, but don't worry. God never blinks.

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9. When it comes to going after what you love in life, never take no as an answer.

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10. Over prepare, then go with the flow.

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11. THE MOST IMPORTANT SEX ORGAN IS THE BRAIN!

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12. Frame every so-called disaster with these words, 'in 5 years time, will this matter?'

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13. What other people think of you is none of your business.

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14. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.

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15. Believe in miracles.

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16. Growing old beats the alternative - dying young.

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17. All that truly matters at the end is that you loved.

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18. If we threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.

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19. The best is yet to come.

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20. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it is still a gift.

We bang!

i've been going to the gym very often nowadays!

and im definitely having more fun than expected.

the hot dude. hint hint!

and all the stress will have to flyy away. :D

welcome the old me!

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yesterday night, savira was with me and we rushed for stupid bollywood dancing which was cancelled last minute.

the dude was sick it seems.

and so we went for yoga instead. yes YOGA!

this is definitely not what you see in tv or wtv.

the last time we went for it, we could hardly walk or talk or laugh for days! and im not kidding.

its mental torture, but it's good.

as the instructor says, NO PAIN, NO GAIN!

but you know, they literally stand on their palms. owhkay?!!?

the best is definitely the ending, not only because it's over but they off the lights for you to just lie down and release all your thoughts.

and heck, i released everything!

i feel very, very good now.

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after the yoga, we started our usual sessions. teehee.

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and today, i woke up so freakin early again thanks to kyle who wanted to go to the gym. looking at it in a very good way, i prac used all the muscle-ly machines this time. teehee. and i definitely did have fun with jason too. we looked like three dumb kids in the gym playing around with any and every single thing we see.

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things on my head right now.

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1. give me at least one month and i'll show you what an idiot you are!

2. the song 'UP' by the saturdays

3. cristiano ronaldo is the biggest loser at this point of time. i'm starting to hate him!

4. i hope taylors doesn't post our results to the house soon because i still wanna enjoy. please?

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xoxo.

Makes me wonder why.

you know, so many things have been playing around my head for quite some time now.

i need to release them somehow so that it'll be much easier to forget all the shyt.

i've learnt my lessons from previous incidents and i dont want to repeat them again.

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have you ever felt like the people around you are the ones who will hurt you the most one day?

why do i feel like it's happening to me now?

maybe it was a long time ago, just that i never realised it.

but i'm much smarter now and i know what to expect from all of you.

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i always thought i could handle things but everything is proving me wrong.

why did i even trust all of you?

why is it that when i do something, you want to ruin it?

was it my fault telling you?

i know people say that i should keep things to myself.

maybe i should have.

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anyway, i dont want to look back on anything.

i'm taking this very positively.

this is the first time in my life you slapped me so hard, i will never forgive you.

just because we're close, i'm trying to forget everything.

will it be much better if i avoid or ignore you, should i just be normal?

i don't know, and im begging for answers.

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and YOU, you think i dont know what you did?

you took my hp, read my messages, started your plan, ruined my hopes.

now it's done, are you happy?

i know if you read this, you'll know who you are.

and you should also know that i hate you for that.

come and tell me in my face what you plan to do if you're brave enough.

don't pretend in front of me, it wouldnt help you.

and dont think i'm gonna let you continue.

so i suggest you keep your shyt to yourself.

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i know who i can trust,

i know who are close to me but that's just not what i need,

i know who will always be there for me,

and SAVIRA, you're the only one who knows everything about me and im so proud to have you.

i also know who makes use of me,

and i know who's going to ruin me one day.

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i know i shouldn't have put all my feelings into this,

i should have known that you're just the same,

now that you've hurt me so much, just leave me alone.

i've always been searching for answers, but i've given up.

i don't think i need all your shyt now.

thank you for showing me what i can expect from people next time.

i've learnt alot from your shyt and it might be a good thing.

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anyone of you who reads this,

please please do not ask me anything.

because my answer will just be the same.

and some of you will come up with your own conclusions because you think you know everything about me.

well, do it then. it doesn't bother me anymore.

you go around spreading stories about me so that your plan will succeed.

you think i don't know?

well this is why i got a blog ryte.

so that YOU and I will know the truth.

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things have been so painful,

i'm only seventeen but it feels like i've been through the worst in life already.

so now you can sit back and clap your hands if that's what you wanted.

i try my best to forget what you people did, but it aint easy.

because you are all close to me and it seemed so impossible to happen.

i know, ive been wrong about you people.

sorry if i was just too dumb.

i should have known from day one you would do this to me.

nvm, its done now. you win.

i just want to forget everything.

The way it makes you move.

Note the TATTOO people! okay, i mean fake tattoo.

at the moment, i'm lovin it! sadly there will be NO real tattoo's for now. dad will probably scrap it out himself. no joke.

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so anywayy, i went out with 'the gang' today. this is supposedly one of my limited enjoying days.

i woke up at 6am thanks to my loser sis who makes hell-a-lot of noise when she wakes up for school. then i texted ganesh saying i need to do my eyebrows and asked him whether he could follow me as parking is impossible there as usual. and my parking sucks like i said.

zzzz-ed again while ganesh was doing bio or wtv. i know, nerd much!

woke up pretty much early after that, 10 freaking am, fetched ganesh and zooom.

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we left to cineleisure at 12pm, no, a lil later thanks to me.

fought with kwokzhenming all the way. PFFFT. he just missed me alot.

reached there and we were gonna watch DRAG ME TO HELL.

i aint a big fan of horror movies but hey, these people here with me sometimes make life easier.

you'll know why soon.

caught bryan and ram playing pool, as freaking usual.

that's prac what we did most of the time today.

pool, pool, bowling, POOL!

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had lunch in manhattan's fish market, with poor ram being vegetarian.

then a few games and we headed for the movie.

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DRAG ME TO freaking HELL!

disgusting much, i swear. the old crazy woman, no comments.

i mean like which dead body vomits? after being dead!

i prac covered my face the whole time. you know, me and horror movies dont get along real well.

ganesh and sze turned the whole movie into a comedy. we were the only ones laughing so damn loud in the cinema. that's us.

if sze could laugh at every scene in twilight, i dont know what else to say.

kyle was happily trying to scare me during the movie. he failed obviously. but thank you!

ram, started cracking his lame jokes.

it so happened that the old lady's name was sylvia GANUSH. he claimed it was ganesh's wife.

and we, i mean they, brought in chinese vs indian as there were these two races in the movie. SIGH kids these days.

bryan, tried his very best asking us to shutup every 5 mins. as usual again that grumpy boy!

overall, the movie was not bad but we could like predict the next scenes.

and i'm not scared of the demon or anything, but the old freaking lady.

i'll be expecting her in my dreams for a few nights. that's why i hardly watch horror shows.

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then we stayed on for ram's dodgeball match.

watched the match of KDU against KBU wtv.

quite cool i must say. but i wouldnt want to be playing in a real match.

people throw balls at you. owhkay?!?

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and later we headed back home with ganesh and sze sharing their lame stories in the car.

i was so tired, i fell asleep.

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btw, there's this new kitten in front of my house that looks exactly like PUSS.

very, very adorable.

this kitten looks exactly like the one that was murdered in the stupid movie.

thats why i just stared at it for a while with no reaction.

thank god it was just the kitten and not the old crazy woman.

looks like i have a new friend now. and i'm not complaining.

there goes another day. i shall make good use of tmr too.

till then!

Driving Offence Sexy Number Oneee!

And maria elena officially got her very awesome first speeding ticket.

thanks to the very, very 'good' malaysian police.

i'm not commenting any further on them. i better not.

like saveen (yes that stupid lame shyt :D) said

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"elena, be proud of it"

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okay, advice noted. thank you.

but IM STILL NOT DONE WITH IT!

i was not even above 100. helllo!

just 96!

and the best part was, all of us were so moved by the incident none of us could open our mouth to bribe. PFFFFFT. yes saveen that was for you also!

well maybe it IS true, that big dude was there. 'BIG'!

haih but 300 bucks for a freaking speeding ticket is ridiculous.

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anyway, i shall forget that and talk about my very 'awesome' day.

i was supposed to fetch dini from the LRT at 10am. that obviously didnt happen because none of us woke up. very much expected. but anyway, i fetched her at 11 and we went to yoshi's place.

let me rephrase that. we tried to find our way to yoshi's!

you see, i do know how to get there. but only from my place. teehee.

after a few round-a-boutS, we found our way. I DID ACTUALLY.

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me : say you're proud i found my way to your house!

yosh : i'd be ashamed if you couldn't!

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that's yoshi. bitter much like my idiotic sis. and then we headed to sav's place.

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original plan : return my books to college. shop for some white pants. GYM!

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do not ask me why i dragged all these clowns with me.

when we reached saveen's, we decided to camwhore in the abandoned haunted house next to his.

but he claimed the mentally retarded guard was there so none of us got down.

it comes to talking big only as always!

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the boogie house!

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and to make our day, sav came out with the very cute koala teddies from aussie for us.

thankieee. for the delicious caramel chocs too!

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we went to coll. parked in the OKU spot for saveen.

rohan claimed he saw me when none of us saw him.

yeah he heard my voice it seems. sigh rohan!

fast forward. we left the awesome taylors hartamas.

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ON THE FREAKING WAY OUT, THE BEYAWESOME POLICEMEN WERE ON DUTY.

scroll up to read more. i aint talking about this shyt again.

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and so to release stress, we decided to go for a last min movie.

dini had her contacts in mv, got the tickets, 17 AGAIN.

met our long, very long lost friend gurpreet in mcd's.

started coming up with each another's kids' names. saveens one was the funniest.

i shall not mention them here. too private!

we rushed and ate like pigs, i mean like saveen, and zoomed into the cinema.

which was empty (hint hint)

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saveen was already cursing. him watching that movie with us three girls.

the last time we dragged him for WILDCHILD!

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17 AGAIN was okay. only okay. every scene was expected like how we would guess what's gonna happen next in hindi movies.

it's yoshi's second time watching this movie. i always knew she was weird. but i love her!

and zac efron isnt that hot. instead his son in the movie is hotter. and the bad boy too!

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btw humans, i skipped shopping because the speeding ticket gave me a slap on my face.

screwed mood. thank god i had these people with me.

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here comes the second part of the day.

WE COULD NOT FIND THE FREAKING CAR.

first the ticket, now the car.

i parked in gardens because parking is def a prob to me.

i take two spots instead of one. xD

and none of us actually recorded the floor or number wtv.

all we remembered was there were two walls beside PFFFFT.

so we walked up one floor then down two floors and up again.

loser sav and me had the same DEJA-VU!

awesome much. like we literally confused matters more.

you see saveen just recovered from a brain damage, i dont blame him.

and as usual he and yosh will take a bet on something and end up fighting.

i wont be surprised if they end up murdering each another in my beautiful car one day.

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i dropped the two clowns home. me and dini noticed we had no lock for the lockers in the gym.

so we had to beg, borrow and steal from saveen.

and then dropped yoshi back.

here we almost died again because i didnt see the big van coming. oh dear, what a day!

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and then we headed to the awesome gym. (i release most of my stress here!)

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on the way back, i saw manloong and ooi.

and that loser texted me asking me to balik rumah.

so i called him, decided to meet.

he came over to my house just to scare me even more.

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"you have to go to court lahhh!"

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thank you manloong. much MUCH appreciated.

and he will visit me in prison it seems. the friends i have.
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and that's the end of my awesome day.

looks like my holz aint going to the bin! yeay.

something we never skip. ANYWHERE!

loser sav bugging my life in front as usual

the crew!

A bittersweet memory.

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" the worst part about not liking me is that you pretended like you did"

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I don't know how to find the strength I thought I had,

if only I could play tough it wouldn't have been so bad.

But now it won't take time for me to say,

that you lost me and it's not the other way.

R.I.P Puss Puss

I have been having dreams about my cat recently. and i miss it hell alot!

So i'm dedicating this post to my Puss Puss, the cat that brought so much of love to my life.

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Puss was like any other stray cat. We usually feed the cats behind the house as mum gets really attached to them. Puss, however was a little different as we've had previous history with it.

Here comes the mother cat Mei Mei. She was the sick, pregnant cat who disappeared very oftenly. One day, we found four very small kittens in front of my house in a tiny hole. Thinking they were stuck, my maid picked them and placed them in a box with a towel to make them feel comfy. We brought them into the house and fed them milk and all. Mei Mei obviously thought we were gonna hurt them so she became very angry. We had to close all the doors and windows as we didnt want her to attack us or anything. (yes I was that paranoid maybe because I never did have a pet that i could really take care of besides the goldfishes and birds which eventually ended up dying!)

That night, we quietly put the basket outside the house and not surprisingly, the next morning they were all gone.

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Last year, March 21st as mum claims, was the day Puss Puss came to our house. It was during Easter and we knew that Puss was one of those four kittens as it had the same skin texture and the same beautiful green eyes. Mum said it came back to say thank you. :D

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I never did like Puss. On that day itself, Puss became very attached to mum. Well hello, no animal becomes attached to a stranger in like less than 24 hours. But they have feelings too I suppose.

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Time flew and Puss became the main focus in the house everyday. Puss would enter the house in the morning and go to my parent's room and rub itself on the door. The bell on it would be the sort of alarm for us in the morning. We treated Puss like a family member, more than a cat. We bought every cat item we saw, including all those very cute clothes and toys. Also the effin SCIENCE PLAN DIET, the food that murdered Puss.
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After some time, since we fed it the SPD, Puss became very, very sick. We took it to the vet like almost every week. The doctor said it had water in the lungs

(runs in the fam lol) suggesting that Puss might not have been used to the food because it was a stray cat originally. Jabs were given, it used to cry in the vet and it will never let go of our hands. Mum used to cry seeing Puss in pain. I always controlled myself, trying to be the strong one next to her. Puss will come back and sleep for hours in its box.

Having no energy to move around, I used to be its mode of transport. And the next day, it will be jumping around again. The stupid attack strikes like alternate days and this went on for weeks. The vet became our second home.

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The worst incident during this period was when Puss became sick one day but it refused to stay at home. We couldn't stop it and it never returned. It was raining so heavily and it started to flood. Being so worried, my maid and I took the umbrella and searched all around the neighbourhood. People thought we were insane. We found Puss sitting in one small hole shivering with it's attack again. I climbed down the drain, carried Puss, all wet, ran to the house and fed it the medication. Mum wasn't at home and no one would ever understand how i felt at that moment. ( Yes i would do anything for Puss even if I have to swim in the drain to save it. okay i can't swim that well though)

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This time, Puss became very sick again and it was not getting better. Every night Puss will sleep in my room and it will wait for me to sleep until it really knocks out. If I ever wake up to go anywhere, like the toilet, it will be in front of the toilet door once I get out. Then i would have to carry him and put him to sleep again. It was so hard for it to breathe, you can actually see the whole body suffocating. I would wrap it and then we'll both fall asleep. I would go on not sleeping for nights just to see if Puss was alright. And at this point of time, i was definitely the most attached person to it. Looking at Puss being tortured with the stupid sickness made me cry everyday.

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Another visit was made to the vet, this time i didnt follow. I somehow had a very strange feeling about it. And all of a sudden, my mum calls and says

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"El, we're gonna put Puss to sleep"

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I couldn't really hear her as she was crying so i called her back.

This time i got what she said and i remember screaming on the phone trying to stop her but she wouldn't listen to me.

Everytime i scream, mum would disconnect the call. I was going crazy.

Sadly, i couldn't drive or anything. All i could do was call her and try to stop her.

She stopped answering the calls. IMAGINE MY SITUATION THEN.

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And about 5 mins later, she calls saying Puss has been put to sleep very peacefully. I think my heart literally stopped beating. This time, i dropped on the floor and cried so damn much i swear. My neighbour actually came to see if I was okay.

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The funniest part was, i texted Manloong asking him which other vets are there here when i knew Puss was gone. Coming to think about it, scientifically, information wasn't getting into my brain. SIGH. That was how bad it was. Mum said then while Puss was being put to sleep, it meowed calling mum and like turned back to look at her like as though it was saying thank you for everything. OH DEAR!

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Mum brought the body back and I looked at it speechlessly, i could cry no more. Mum then buried Puss under a nearby tree and until today, we go there sometime to put flowers and candles. All i wished for was for Puss to at least spend one Christmas with us.

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NOV 6, MY PUSS PUSS WAS LAID TO REST IN PEACE.
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Notice that SPM was just days after that. I practically skipped school and i went to tuition with my eyes swollen everyday. No eye make-up worked for me. At that time, i couldnt be bothered what i looked like. Manloong used to take me to MPPJ library to study because i always would think about Puss at home. Imagine days before sejarah and i was dying inside. If given a choice to get Puss back or do well in SPM, i would definitely choose my Puss. Looks like the other way happened.

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After that, i actually made a novena in church for Puss to come back alive, just like how jesus rose from the dead. That obviously didn't happen and i don't blame God. Some things just never come true. But none of you will ever understand my feelings unless you have a pet of your own. but im actually laughing at myself now.

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PUSS, i know you are watching over us from somewhere up there. Maybe what everyone says is true, you're in a much better place now. But i want you to know that no other pet will replace your place in my heart and i love you so damn much. Thank you for the love you brought.

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R.I.P PUSS PUSS

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you will always remain in the hearts of all.

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ps - i swear that if i become a powerful person one day, i will sue the effin SCIENCE PLAN DIET company. And i'm not kidding. go to hell with your bloody scientific so called 'good-for-health' food.

you were young,

your life had just begun,

all of a sudden you were taken away,

i didnt even get to do the things i wanted to do,

only if god could see,

how you would have turned out to be.

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i only hope you know,

no matter where in life i go,

i love you so damn much,

i wish i could have had you longer,

only if god could see,

how much you meant to me.

hannah montana!

I can't believe i'm saying this but the movie was definitely not what i expected!

My sis suddenly came up with the idea that we should go for a movie tonight as a fam as it's the last day of her holz (thank god!)

so she made my mum book tickets and she picked hannah montana!

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obviously i made hell alot of fuss to go as you know, i thought it was going to be a kiddo show.

so i dragged my poor cousin along.

but hey, the movie was awesome. hillarious much!

billy ray rocks, as usual. and lucas till is fire burning hawt! :D

vivek, im sure you had fun bugging my life too!

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every scene was pretty much funny and it WAS worth watching.

i ended up not fighting with my sister or anything.

HOWEVER, when i told my dad the movie was not bad, she said next time you dont have to follow us.

owhkay?? bitter much of a sister I have.

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'the climb'

the best song in the movie for sure.

so if you guys have no idea deciding on what movie to watch, i will suggest to watch this movie.

you won't regret!

one of the movie scenes.

the beyawesome lucas till. and guess what i read? he's been crushing on taylor swift!

Ladies, we shall ignore that. :D

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There's always gonna be another mountain,

I'm always gonna wanna make it move,

Always gonna be an uphill battle,

Sometimes i'm gonna have to lose.

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Ain't about how fast i get there,

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side,

it's THE CLIMB.

Good-effin-bye sem oneee!

Semester one is finally over and done with! It feels so damn good to be on break now.

(yes, an overly-stressed soul like mine needs this so badly!)

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And yes, i screwed up my sem papers. and no, i'm definitely not proud of it!

but i wouldn't be using this forecast so to hell with the results!

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However, i'm very, VERY bitter about the way the papers were set.

HELLO, they call it sem exams and not trials or finals or wtv for a freaking reason!

The papers were set like as though we had a year to study for 'em. PFFFT!

I'm beginning to miss high school. Sadly.

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Since i have all the time i need, i shall go subject by subject.

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Thinking Skills - i never did like anything about this subject besides our very cool teacher, miss navina. The objective questions were driving me up the wall. I swear my head was spinning so badly that english suddenly became chinese. The stupidest question :

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Three businessmen, Abu, Bala and Chong have lunch together every working day. This is what happens :

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1. If Abu orders coffee, so does Bala.

2. Either Bala or Chong always order coffee, but never both at the same lunch.

3. Either Abu or Chong or both always order coffee.

4. If Chong orders coffee, so does Abu.

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If you have lunch with the three businessmen, (three idiots they mean) who orders the coffee?

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This was when english turned chinese. I actually started laughing before i even reached the end of the question. So i ended up using my shooting skills which was what i practiced at every damn paper.

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After they collected the answer sheets, i turned to ganesh who was right behind me and said WTH? (while pointing at that ques). And ganesh being GANESH, showed me his paper with the lamest thing written next to the ques.

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Why can't these effin idiots just drink tea??!?!

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HAHA you certainly made my day ganesh!

and here comes the other clown.

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kyle : i put Chong!

me : whattt? whyyy? ( being very excited thinking he knew how to do it)

kyle : because he's chinese!

me : pffffft! (i was going to slap him)

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for some reason, i'm very sure that answer is wrong. ( coz it aint mine :D and i surely didnt think like him)

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thumbs up to thinking skills for being so entertaining! i have one more sem to deal with this bloody subject that doesnt make sense half the time! sigh.

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Maths (the very awesome maths) - this is the first time in history, i looked at the clock waiting for time to pass while doing add maths. ( they just call it 'pure' maths in college). and this wasn't because i finished the paper, but because i had no freaking idea how to do most of the questions! make that ALL. so i am proudly saying that this will be the very first time i'll have a red mark on my report. with style! :D. Anyway, this is not how you freaking set a god-damn-maths paper! What, you trying to make us hate maths even more? Well okay, you succeeded then because if given a chance to drop any subject, maths will be the very first. I don't even need to think twice about it.

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Chemistry - i was too traumatised to sit for another paper so instead i tried chilling at home. Hence, the scolding.

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Physics - overall, it was not bad besides the fact i drew both a parallelogram and triangle in one box not knowing which law to choose. and thanks to kwokzhenming, i memorized the wrong formula for the next question. sigh. mr lim will surely have fun marking my paper.

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Biology - a real good way to end the exams. BIO! memorizing is never a problem to me, it's just the calculating.

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and hoorayyy, we're done!

two plus weeks break and life just seems so perfect suddenly.

i need to catch up on all the sleeping and gyming and shopping which i've skipped for obvious reasons.

not forgetting, GOSSIP GIRL and all the movies.

SIGH i think my mum knows more about the latest movies than i do.

call me a sad child.

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however, me being a good daughter, i made a promise to my dad that i will stop all my fun stuff and start being serious.

okay maybe not stop, i'll just reduce them.

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i admit that the past six months, i've been enjoying life to the max using my 10 A's for SPM as the reason.

but hey, it aint helping me now.

and MY DAD AINT PAYING 30 000 BUCKS FOR NOTHING.

so i will be nerding a lil during the holz. hopefully.

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but that doesn't mean that i will fully give up enjoying. :D

all work and no play makes elena a very,very dull girl.

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that's bout it for this very long post. i wouldn't want to be any more bitter about the exams because at the end of the day, it IS for our own good.

(yes i know this, it's my mum's daily mantra. make that hourly)

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so that's all. have fun reading! xoxo

Oh dear, i'm a blogger!

Okay, I don’t exactly know why I suddenly had the urge to create a blog. Honestly, I always thought it was a waste of time and when people tell me they have blogs, i'll go “ yeah that’s because you’re very free and fyi , im not! ” I know, look who’s talking now. Anyway, there’s just too much of drama everywhere and everyday is a whole new story. I obviously have my very awesome stories too so getting a blog might be a good way to share. Well that’s if i continue writing. For some reason, I get bored of things real fast so lets hope this works. But ive been very very VERY excited about getting a blog, mind you. So heck!

And im saying this in advance, I might get in trouble as there are lifeless people in my life who go around complaining about me. If you can complain about me getting facebook, what more a blog where I’m going to express everything? So if anyone of you ever read this, remember you’re not my enemy. NOT YET at least. Just don’t waste your time complaining about me. If you seriously have nothing better to do, go create a blog too :D

And not forgetting if I ever hurt anyone in my posts (which I most likely wont do, MOST LIKELY) I apologize now. But hey, you’re the one who started it so why care about what I write. RIGHT? But anyway i'm a very nice person so yeah, IM SORRY if anything like that ever happens.

Well, that’s basically me. I don’t care what you feel about me, i'm happy the way I am. My life is an adventure with something new every damn day and I aint complaining. I love the people around me, and I appreciate everything I have! Thank you god. Everything around me is colourful and life can never get better than this!

“All life is an experiment. The more experiments you make the better.”

Ralph Waldo Emerson