take time to realise.

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" Those who wish to sing will always find a song "

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oh dear, it's actually been some time since i last blogged. everytime i feel like blogging, i'd tell myself its okay i can do it after exams. but a few mins wouldnt kill :)

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UPDATES.

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diwali was super duper awesome this year. i had the most amazing weekend and it doesnt even feel like im sitting for my finals now. LOL.

anyway managed to do some very last min shopping with divya and saveen. omg i badly needed those new punjabi suits. thanks guys. and sav, i wouldnt forget that guy who kinda scolded you coz you didnt know how to speak punjabi and you're a SARDAR!

from one open house i had to pick, i eventually went for SIX! haha

gope mamaji's. godma's. saveen's. ishvin's. dadi's. yoshnee's.

thank you dadddy i love you :D

very happy with the money i collected, most imp we had fun! camwhoring teeehee!

pictures will be up once savira finds her freaking camera. because i do not wanna upload mine first then hers. might as well do it once. pretty annoying uploading pics on fb.

but mind you, those are some very awesome pics we have :D

eventhough im a lil too late, happy diwali ya'll!

yes ming, i'll pass you some muruku soon :)
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ELENA IS GOING FOR AKON'S THIS SATURDAY NIGHT!

i know although i havent gotten 100% permission, my ticket is secured. YEAYYY.

it's not my fault he bloody postponed the concert last time. anyway thank you god it still isnt the very stressful exam week. so maybe if i study real hard now, i can spare a few hours for the concert :D

just hoping menstruation doesnt strike. LOOL.

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happy sexy 18th ganesh and savira!

sorry for the late post.

ganesh, my wannabe younger bro. LOL

and savira, my other half, partner in crime and everything else.

thanks sze for planning ganesh's thing (although i did help)

and savira, i owe you!

heart heart.

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although i almost gave up on my alevels, thinking about it, maybe i should just give it a try. it's true that i do not give up easily. NOT AL ALL. this time so many things brought me down. sigh this is just not me. but ive come to a conclusion that it's no harm doing my best.

it's OCT 20TH today, only one more month for me to burn the midnight oil and die studying.

hope never abandons you, you abandon it.

what else do i need to think about in this one month? NOTHING.

i've left so many ugly memories behind and i know i can move on.

come on elena, you have to prove this.

i dont wanna disappoint anybody this time. i cannot afford to.

so yeah, to all you idiots who dropped my spirit, WATCHOUT.

if you thought you never had to worry bout me, maybe you should now.

and like i said, i've no time for all your crap.

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so thats it for now. off to watch the biggest loser :)

i will be blogging again after exams, hopefully.

xoxo

memoirs of an imperfect angel :)

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and finally, IT'S OVERR! i think.

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well it's not that i'm happy saying this, but it's a huge HUGE relieve getting every shyt outta my head.

LESSER UNNECCESARY STRESS.

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sigh who would have ever known you'd be like that.

who would have ever thought everything would end this way.

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but ELENA IS A BRAVE, BRAVE GIRL. you and i know why :)
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and now she has to freaking get her head back to business!
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exams. exams. EXAMS.

honestly the stress aint as much as those stupid spm days

5 compared to 11 subjects. major LOL. how did i even get through that?
butttt, discipline needs to find its way back! SIGHHH.
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anywayy, here are some of 5 SCIENCE 1's REUNION picss.

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now SADCASE no 1 : DIWALI IS OFFICIALLY DURING MY FINALS! ughhhh how sick can that be? dad already made it clear that i can only pick one, YES ONLY ONE!, party to attend. i'm at least begging for two so it makes it equal if i can go for both mum's and dad's side. sighh this is not a good feeling at all!

SADCASE no 2 : since i've been so busy shoppin for my birthday, I TOTALLY FORGOT TO GET NEW PUNJABI SUITS FOR DIWALI! o-m-g. i'm so mad at myself now it's not funny. for obvious reasons, i cant tell dad i wanna go shopping now just one week before my finals. but I NEED A NEW SUIT! beg, borrow, steal. elena howww!

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my timetable is outtt, yes pretty long ago actually and i just thought i'll put it up here. share the pain :D

[ 15/10 - maths 1 ] [ 21/10 - thinkingskills 1 ] [ 22/10 - bio prac ] [ 27/10 - thinkingskills 2 ] [ 29/10 - chem prac ] [ 3/11 - phy prac ] [ 4/11 - maths 6 & chem 2 ] [ 10/11 - bio 1 ] [ 13/11 - phy 1 ] [ 16/11 - phy 2 ] [17/11 - bio 2 ] [ 20/11 - chem 1 ]

6 FREAKING WEEKS! i knoww. but it's good for last minute people like me. TEEHEE.

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and yes, i've come to a conclusion that i'f im doing medicine which is most likely, i'm definitely not doing all five freaking years in malaysia! and daddy agreeddd. yeayy. well hopefully i'd be out for five years but probably i wouldnt survive anywhere with noone that long. i see a future full of books, BIG FAT MEDICAL BOOKS. and i'd be specializing in pedeatrics. child specialist. it's what i always wanted to do. so yeay, hopefully i wouldnt be changing my mind anymore. and mum has to STOP discouraging me. somehow she thinks girls shouldnt be doctors, well she has a point but i'm not gonna let dad down. so yeah, it feels much better knowing that i actually have an aim in life. LOL.

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THINGS I HAVE TO DO AFTER NOV20TH!

- GYM, it's been at least 2 months i've last seen this place. although ive been suddenly losing weight, god knows how, i have to get back to gyming. i want muscles :D :D

- MOVIES, hell-a-lot that i need to catch up on. from english to hindi movies. and NEW MOON:)

- shopping, PROM AND XMAS SHOPPING! ive to get all my stuff for prom before nov29th and all my stuff for xmas before i fly to aussieland on dec18th :D well since i didnt shop for diwali, xmas shoppin shall be DOUBLE TROUBLE teeheee.

- a nice massage session with savira. and manicure plus pedicure. it's been ages since i last got them. girls need their pampering :)

- dye my hair, and GET A TATTOO! okay tattoo maybe not yet, but perhaps i can dye my hair this year. something diff for xmas. mummy, please?? and like i always say, if yoshnee can dye hers, WHY NOT ME! hopefully it works this time although ive been using the same excuse every-damn-time LOL.

that's it for now. wish me luck. i shall rock my finals. and i've a lot to prove to idiots out there :D xoxo