her final note as a 17 year old :) [pt 2]

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ELENA'S TURNING SEXY LEGAL EIGHTEEN BABY!

she's no more that small school girl. (you know 17 still is considered a schooling age)

and heck, she's more than excited. :)

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so today, i dedicate this post to all the people who've made my 17th year an awesomely tremendous one.

there's nothing more a 17 year old girl can ask for :D
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firstly to daddy, the coolest person on earth, thank you for always being my comfort zone. Through ups and downs, through good and bad, you've always been there for me and there can never be a better DAD. i love you so damn much and i promise to make you proud in every way. to mummy, i always knew God took the strength of a mountain and placed it in you. no words can describe how special you are to me. you've always been and will always be my inspiration. thank you for all your sacrifices.

diana, maybe having you after eight years was a different environment and i wasnt so happy seeing all the love for me being shared with you. but today as i'm all grown up, i can never imagine what life would be without you. so thank you for existing and i love you.

ELENA HAS A SUPERHERO FAMILIA :)
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to the two other sexy ladies in my life.

godma, you've been the best and i am so proud to have a godmother like you. thank you so much for the guidance you've given me and for always supporting my decisions. i'm glad you're mum's sis, because i can run to you everytime i fight with her. thank you for everything.

dadima, you're my one and only grandparent and you mean the whole world to me. although i feel the presence of the rest with me, it's always different to have someone beside you sharing old stories and jokes. it's hard to find words to describe how special you are to me. i love you so much dadima.
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SAVIRAA. my partner in crime. omg there's just so many things to say and i do not know where to begin. well, of course, thank you for existing. i dont want to imagine what life would be without having someone to share crazy moments, painful times, funny stories, every-damn-thing. you know how much i love youu. not everyone is as lucky to have a same age cousin :) phone calls, texts every damn day! LOL i think i wanna marry you :D anyway, you know how emotional i can get and i better not start here. thank you for always being there for me. I LOVEEE YOU.
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to everyone else both mum's and dad's side, i am very VERY proud to be a part of this family. touch wood, there can never be anything else you can ask for in a family. everyone of you have made my life extraordinary and all the wonderful moments will be kept in my heart forever. thank you for everything and i love you all so much :D
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PUSS PUSS, thank you for all the good times you put a smile on my face. noone will ever understand how it feels like to lose something you've given so much of love to in a very short period of time. thank you for all the happiness you've brought to my house, nothing will ever beat that. i miss you so much i swear. every cat reminds me of you and it's not easy. but at least, i love them all thinking of you. i know you're watching over me from somewhere up there, you're my greatest treasure. i love you.
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here's to the awesome girls and boy who've made a difference in my life. rebecca, adopted sharma, LOL, thank you for teaching me the value of friendship in my childhood days. it feels so good having so many stories of how we grew up together. thank you for everything. jamie, carmen and annishka, thank you for making my high school life so much easier. having so many different things to do in school wasnt easy, but having you girls gave me a lot more space to do things my way. i love you all so much and i'm missing you girls heaps! yoshnee, for always pushing me through the hardest of times. you made me do things i never thought was possible. thank you also for sharing all my pain. nipun, my long lost bestie LOL, thank you for believing in me everytime i didnt believe in myself. your words of wisdom is something that will forever motivate me. thank you.
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and here's to the guys who've added so much of spice into my life.

manloong, ganesh, bryan, sze ee, kyle, jeremy, ram, rohan, ooi, sam, naresh and darshini. thank you so much for helping me see this world in a different perspective. all our fun and laughter filled days, sometimes i wonder why i never met you guys earlier. anyhow, i appreciate every single moment we had and no other people or thing will replace any of your places in my heart.thank you also for being there for me during bad times like the stupid hospital stay. bry's car was scratched prac because of me although ganesh did it ;P honestly, i've never felt so protected or comfortable in just a bunch of guys. and it is so freaking different with all of you. i can be in the worst of days but still have so much of fun. coming from an all-girls school and ending in a group with mostly guys, it's not a common thing. Lol. you guys have certainly made my 17th year so special and so many things makes me feel like you guys are part of me already.some people make the world special by just being in it and you guys are some of them. it breaks my heart to think that one day i might have to part away. good times dont last forever. but we will all just be an email away ryte? :) it isnt easy to say this face to face, but you guys are just the most amazing people i've ever met and i love you'll to death. oh dear, emooo. it's okay. it takes one girl to bring all your ego down! you guys are more blood than water to me now. and you guys are like four leaf clovers, HARD TO FIND BUT LUCKY TO HAVE :D. so thank you very much for all the fond memories and it's my bday wish that we have many many more awesome years together.
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IM INDEED VERY PROUD TO BE A PART OF YOUR GANG. i love you'll.
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my awesomely hillarious tuition gang.thank you so much guys for showing me that studying doesnt neccesarily need to be stressful. all our parties, performances, tests, stupid results, practices for dancing, everything will be cherished forever. there can never be any other bunch of people who can have so much of fun studying LOL you guys are the best. thank you for all the memories. i miss you guys so badly already. none of you know how much i wanna turn back time to those form 5 days. but anyway, life goes on. as hard as it sounds, we all have to go through it right. so thank you. at least if i look back today, i can proudly say how much of fun i've had in tuition. and i dont think anyone else can say that. i love you guys so much!
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to everyone else. my sunday school friends, sundays could never have been more fun. all our confirmation projects, i'm missing all those times. my college friends, you guys are the only reason i look forward to college days. nothing else makes me feel better in college. :) my ex-school friends,i still always recall all our fun times in school. and all the shyt we do even as prefects, LOL i miss being a school girl. and i miss all of you heaps. my temple friends, you guys have also been the best. thanks for all the great times. and finally, DBF, you people showed me the meaning of patience. being in almost every other thing in school wasnt easy, to add on to it, having a dance group. but you guys pulled me through all those suffocating moments and i'm prac still alive today because of you'll. so thank you everyone for everything. i love you guys too.
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and finally, Interact and ICC. all my positions. vice prez icsmka, info officer iccpj. it's been one of the best times of my life. i know half the people today because of this and nothing can express how grateful i am having been given these chances. i carry with me so many wonderful memories of the past and half of it is due to this. thank you everyone for this amazing experience. all the ups and downs we've been through, OMG IM MISSING THOSE DAYS SO BADLY! :( anyhow i love you guys and will never forget any of those times. ily
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dear Lord, i thank you with all my heart for everything i have today. like i said, there's nothing more a 17 year old girl can ask for. you've made my 17th year so special, so many wonderful things has happened to me. nowadays i feel so bad asking for more, and i want you to know that for the little things that i dont get, it's okay, you've given me everything i've asked for before this. thank you for family and friends. my life would be nothing and nowhere without them. thank you for the six miracles you granted me in just one week, my succesful scope, for helping me pass my driving test and for my new car, for 10a's in SPM, for recovery in the stupid laser and for 'the text'. thank you jesus. as i turn 18, i pray for guidance and success in all the things i do. i hope to have another awesome year. thank you. :)

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" I WOULD THANK YOU'LL FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART,

BUT FOR YOU'LL MY HEART HAS NO BOTTOM "
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