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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

her final note as a 17 year old :)

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the day she takes her footstep into the legal world.
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one girl. one dream. one destiny.
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SEPTEMBER 24.
coming soon.


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here's a little something ive posted on my blog before.it means a lot to me.
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Life is too short to wake up with regrets.
Love the people who treat you right, and forgive those who don't.
Everyone deserves a second chance.
In a day, when you do not come across any problems,
you can be sure that you are travelling in the wrong path.
But believe everything happens for a reason.
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If if changes your life, let it.
Never frown even when you're sad,
because you never know who's falling in love with your smile.
Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
Nobody said life would be perfect, they just promised it would be worth it.
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Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end.
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DON'T TRY SO HARD, THE BEST THINGS COME WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT THEM TO.
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nobody can imagine how excited i am turning eighteen. oh dear, it's a whole new world.
ELENA'S TURNING SEXY LEGAL EIGHTEEN BABY!

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the growing up days.
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LET US DO THE COUNTDOWN PEOPLE!
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my final note to 'you'.
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it's been a couple of months already and i've been thinking so hard everyday. it breaks my heart to think that maybe nothing was ever meant to happen. i try so hard to forget everything but as days go by, it becomes harder. and i'm finding all the strength i need to give up, not to carry on. at one point of time, everything looked so real, it was good thing changing myself for the better. but maybe we dont really get everything we wish for. like i always say, life goes on. as i turn eighteen, i tell myself i'd either make everything better or forget it all. looks like i have to take the suckier way now. everytime i make my decision, some freaking thing tells me that i should have hope. and mind you, ive been so strong you can never imagine anyone being like me. but it's a good feeling to have come this far. however, i still do not believe that at the end, the good people suffer and therefore maybe i'll be paid off in another way. i just wanted you to know that it's been so hard pretending everywhere i go and that you should have had more heart to feel this as well. it's funny how my poor blog has been so emo. LOL today's the last one i promise. it is time for me to wake up and realise that life is too short to hold on to things that do not make sense anymore. and i promised to myself that if you ever ask me anything, i will tell you everything from the very start. so yeah, the happy-go-lucky side of me needs to come back. and it only will once i get everything out of my head or if another miracle happens, for things to work out. anyway, i've gained so much of immunity through this and you always have to know where you've been, to know where you're going. up to date, so many freaking things have gone beyond my control and i try so hard to get it all back in one place but looks like im only clapping one hand. anyway, this whole situation has proved what kind of person you are or what kind of person you can be. you might have your own reasons but if you're never gonna tell me, how the hell am i supposed to understand? it's all up to you now. im turning 18, it's a whole new world like i said. and one thing for sure, God aint blind. so thats it. thank you for everything.
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xoxo

1 comment:

  1. fuh lala! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MARIAH ELENAHHH JUDEH SHARMAH :D hope you sees this comment though :S fuah , now ada blog laaa tak bagi tahu pun >:[ good luck with alevels :D tata

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