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Wednesday, January 13, 2010

when you go down, downnn ;P

i like to pout, got a problem? LOL
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BREAKING NEWS.
I'M BACK IN COLLEGE! HEEEEEE.
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remember elena, stay positive.
I LOVE COLLEGE, I LOVE STUDYING. you wish!
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anyway my night was awesomee. nott.
went to bed at almost 12 and guess what, I COULD NOT FREAKING SLEEP.
so i turned here, turned there, listened to my ipod that had NO BATTERY AFTER 5 SECONDS!
sat on the bed, started scribbling some crap on a paper and sooner or later i realised it was 2am.
so i went to bed again, TURNED HERE AND THERE AGAIN, and it was 3 freaking am.
decided to text yoshnee, ming and ganesh. yoshi and ganesh must have been sleeping like pigs because they didnt reply.
and ming,
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me : DUDE I CANT FREAKING SLEEP. am i that excited for coll? geeeez
ming : you're lame.
me : THEN WHY ARE YOU AWAKE LOSER. pfffft
ming : coz your msg woke me up.
me : OOOPS.
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haha then i decided to text savira.
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me : swie are you awake?
her : why where's the fire!
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another jakun. maybe it's because everytime she'll be the one texting me at that time of the day and i'll be dead asleep. LOL cant blame her. and we went on crapping bout some gym people. and later i finished reading my CONFESSIONS OF AN AIR HOSTESS novel, stupid STUPID ending.
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it was 4am when i decided to text ganesh again, this time saying, I THINK IM STILL AWAKE. haha jesus help me! i knew his phone was on silent or he's deaf when he sleeps so yeah.
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almost 5 something, i finally went to bed, just to wake up at 6 from a HORRIFYING, TERRIFYING DREAM. well nightmare, more like it. and believe it or not, for the first time in my entire 'college-life', i was ready by 7am. and again i texted ganesh! HAHA thinking bout it, was i really that excited to go back to coll?
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in college, i realised my class was right beside the men's toilet. GREAT! actually i knew bout this earlier, but i was praying something went wrong somewhere. got an awesome place to sit with awesome people around me, just like last year. and i actually prefer this class. the toilet doesnt affect us, besides the fact we cant say we're going to toilet and then disappear for 20 minutes somewhere else haha! (it's not for me, it's for ganesh!) and somehow, i forgot that people actually freeze in college, i went with some transparent sleeveless top today, wanting to look nice and trust me, i was dying for the next 5 hours! not forgetting my eyebags thanks to the one hour sleep pfffft. btw, IT IS SO FREAKING HARD TO FIND RECEPTION IN THE NEW CLASS. suddenly it's there and suddenly it says emergency calls only, OMG? nvm maybe god is telling me, no more texting in class elena! it's been a looooong day.
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so yeah, my results will be out on the 25th. well obviously im not looking forward to it. but wtv i get, i know it's not the end. i can still work my butt off for A2, and i will. my trials are in march or april, another OMG! six months will fly just like how one year did. and im just trying to stay as positive as possible. :D :D
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'PEOPLE BELIEVE WHAT THEY WANT TO, AND SO IM GOING TO BELIEVE THAT I CAN!'
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xoxo

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